my girlfriend who lives in england has left since friday. and after then i have trouble sleeping, since she slept next to me for 10 days. and normally i am nothing like the lovey dovey type, and quite sober about this stuff. so i guess i really care about this girl. to be honest i have never missed someone except for someone for people in my family. i have a very special feeling about this girl, from the beginning to be honest (around 4 to 5 years ago) and now she spent 10 days with me, i am even more in love with her then at first… my parents like her and find her welcome at any time, wich i am very glad about ofcourse. in october she is visiting again i hope, because i really miss her and want her as much as possible! and although the distance is killing me sometimes, i find it worth it. because when i am with her i am as happy as a man can be. good luck to all the people that in the same position as me! greetz brian