My boyfriend recently lied to me, and I guess a lot of things were building up so I ended up breaking up with him. We’re kinda in limbo right now, he wants to be with me but instead of trying to be nice and convince me he’s not gonna lie anymore, he flips the script and gets mad at me for no reason. 

I’ve never been faithful before him. It’s so disappointing that the one guy I decide to not cheat on, goes off and fucks me over. It’s not fair that I put my heart out there and he’s showing me he doesn’t deserve it. 

At this point, idk what to do. I love him, but I can’t trust him anymore. I can’t be with someone long distance if I can’t trust him. Now, every time he goes out somewhere I’m gonna drive myself insane thinking that he’s cheating on me or doing something he’s not suppose to. I don’t think he understands the severity of his actions AT ALL. He thinks it’s something I can just “get over”. No honey, not even close.